Thousand- Anna Wu, sophomore

Beware the Thousand Ears

and the Thousand Eyes

Sentries they are, to note your signs

and tears no Thousand ought descry.

From yonder close a Hundred Bands

to thieve you of your coal

to feed fleet fires and base desires

and warm them in their Hadean lands.

And here Ten of Jove's Brides

wander long in bogs and pride

Come, speak they, come taste the wine 

of high-fenced yards unmarked by the tides.

O solemn carouse, O boundless sands 

Boweth thee to the hands of time? 

O strange Elysium, O fickle light 

all bear the fruit of thy One Mind.

Who Creates Space- Cheryl Wang, junior

The pen draws space

Detailing the planets in place

Moons peak with earnest yearn

Waltz like the rings of Saturn

The pencil shades space

Streaking the comets in place

The wish beyond the lies

On 2020 F3 NEOWISE

The highlighter illuminates space

Dotting the stars in place

The myths they carry

The victories of Aries

The paint mystifies space

Filling the black holes in place

Brush it with singularity 

Tangling the polarity

Who creates space

Adding the unknown in place

The Boy- Lynn Sunwoo, junior

Heavenly unfair for his hair

Blissful lies for his eyes

Blessed isles for his smiles

He is everything I have ever wanted

His soft locks that strike

The distance between us I dislike

He is everything I have ever wanted

Oh my God he has the prettiest eyes

I swear, that pair is going to be my demise

He is everything I have ever wanted 

Glossy, shiny, I imagine his skin

Gently, slowly, my fingers grip his chin

He is everything I have ever wanted

What I would give to be with him right now

“For all of eternity,” he vows

But by a shadow, I am taunted

Am I everything he has ever wanted? 

GHOSTE IN THE ATTIC- anonymous, senior

Maybe the stars aligned one time

Maybe for us they shone

Maybe their brightness since has dimmed

Maybe forever on

Yet I am the prodigy of hope

Of love and joy themselves

So maybe the light has only hid 

Amongst vampires and elves

I know my voice is loud and harsh

My laughter it is too

Yet still I spring on fairies dreams

Of long nights with my boo

So stars be damned, screw all the signs

The path is ours to make

For future’s just a day away 

With love’s shine in its wake

When Dawn has Awaken- anonymous, sophomore

Now isn’t the time to withdraw our swords

Gallantly smile, stand, and march forth

In this monotonous system, we call home

Rules we were subject to, we shed reform

We are as resilient as the wind

As brave as Excalibur’s tailwind

Through haziness and adversity, we bloom

As steady as the waterfall’s roaring flume

Shall not stray to the siren’s sounds

We walk across the forbidden, foreign bounds

Never question whether your efforts were in vain

We’ll force the stars to rise for us again

monkshood- julie liu, freshman

beware! a deadly foe is near

a pot of fears it brews

you cannot hide because it’s here

the deadly foe is you

you are your own worst enemy

you know where you hurt most

you battle yourself daily

and you’ve become a ghost

don’t hold a sword to your own throat

do not despise the mirror

stop trying so hard to stay afloat

on a boat that thinks you inferior

dive into the sea and set yourself free

swim away from the toxicity

fly into the air and spread your wings

don’t mold to their simplicity

be anything you want to be

not everything they want to see

be happy, sad, be angry

but be you, always and only

The Ballad of the Nightingale Part I- Julie Liu, freshman

The palace of China’s Emperor

Was a splendid place indeed

But ever more splendid his garden was

With flowers and magical things

Infinitely, his garden stretched

Its end, the gardener knew not

If you walked far enough, you’d see

The Nightingale’s perching spot

In a beautiful forest, on the branches of trees

Overlooking lakes deep and blue

The Nightingale sang its lovely song

And stopped all who passed through

Poor fishermen with busy jobs

Each time, would pause to listen

Remarking, “Oh, how pretty it is,”

Before returning to their business

Word of the lovely Nightingale’s song

Spread out far and wide

Travelers wrote poetry

Describing its delight

Now, the Emperor hadn’t known of it

Before a book detailed

That, “The Nightingale is best of all,”

In his garden of infinite scale

So he sent his Marshal out in search

Of the heavenly Nightingale

And demanded that he bring it to him

Or die if he failed

The Marshal inquired about the Nightingale

Searching the palace outside and in

But, like the Emperor, no one knew

Save a poor little girl in the kitchen

“Oh, the Nightingale? I know it well,

It sings beautifully indeed,”

And she led the Marshal with the court

To the Nightingale by the sea

They came across the lowing of cows

And the croaking of frogs like bells

“Lovely,” declared the Marshal, of both

But they were not the Nightingale

At last, they reached a place and stopped

When a little gray bird began to sing

“That’s it, do you hear it?” asked the girl

“Like little glass bells ringing.”


“Little Nightingale, will you sing tonight

For our gracious Emperor?”

“With pleasure,” said the Nightingale

And through the greenwood, they traversed

Back at the palace, servants prepared

For the arrival of the bird

They ran around, shouting, to and fro

No one could make out a word

In the center of the great hall

Sat the Emperor and a perch

Upon which the Nightingale

Was to sing its lovely verse

The gray bird sang so beautifully

Tears streamed from everyone’s eyes

The Emperor offered the gray bird gold

But the gray bird politely declined

“I’ve brought tears to my dear Emperor’s eyes,

My song has touched your heart,

To me, that is a treasure enough,

To know you loved my art.”

The Nightingale now remained at the court

Entertaining them all day and night

And while the gray bird was an honored guest

It longed for its freedom of flight


The Nightingale’s cage was a beautiful cage

But a cage that confined nonetheless

It was only allowed out three times a day

And the gray bird enjoyed none of them

One day a parcel arrived for the Emperor

From the Emperor of Japan

“My Nightingale’s poor next to yours,” read the note

Inscripted on a band


The Emperor of Japan had sent

His artificial bird

Meant to look and sing like the Nightingale

Jewel eyes embedded in silver

"Charming!" said the court as they made

The fake and the real bird duet

But the real bird sang its own song

While the fake bird's song was set

Then the artificial Nightingale

Was made to sing alone

Thirty three times, the same melody

And still it was not worn

They only stopped rewinding it

When the Emperor thought

That the live Nightingale should now get

To sing it’s lovely songs

But where had it gone? No one had noticed

The Nightingale fly away

The machine bird’s song had the whole court’s focus

While the real Nightingale escaped

They called the Nightingale ungrateful

And exiled it from their realm

“We still have the best bird of all,

The artificial Nightingale.”

“It sings a song we can predict

Unlike the real bird’s tunes,

And besides, it’s prettier to look at,

A silver bird inlaid with jewels.”

The artificial Nightingale

Was showcased to the public

Where the poor fisherman who had heard

The real Nightingale commented:

“It sounds pretty enough,

And it looks similar too,

But there’s something lacking,

It’s just not as true.”

Soon everyone knew by heart

The metal Nightingale’s song

From street-boys to the Emperor

Everyone sang along

Until the fateful day that

Something in the machine bird snapped

And no longer could it sing

Anything exact


The bird was fixed

But never the same

And only once a year

Could it be played

Nautical Dawn- Desiree Lepore-Mendez, senior

Glistening, 

A gleam of hope,

Anticipation thickening, 

Through all I’ve coped,

All the wait, 

Prosperous fate, 

It twinkles in the twilight, 

Is it love?

Is it joy?

No but it’s everything and more, 

Twinkling in my eyes, 

Gleaming,

The awe and raw power, 

Blinding my eyes 

Angelic touch, 

Angelic kiss, 

Pure bliss of hope 

Pure source of joy 

Pure fruits of health 

The light begins to grow, 

Is it end of the beginnings? 

Or beginning of ends?

Alas, 

I see the dawn of my new life

Missing- Desiree Lepore-Mendez, senior

I lost it, 

Where I put it, I’m not sure, 

What is it, I am not sure, 

Why am I searching, I am not sure, 

But it’s gone, 

It’s never coming back, 

I can feel it in my soul, 

My head,

My heart, 

My veins, 

My blood, 

Signature is obvious, 

The cruel marks left behind, 

The ugly scars, 

The broken heart,

Tread carefully, I will, 

Before I look for another thrill

Love- Desiree Lepore-Mendez, senior

Love

Heartbreak, I fear,

Yet I’ve shed so many tears, 

Until I met him,

Eyes glistened in the twilight, 

He felt safer than my old nightlight, 

We danced, we sang, we laughed until, 

Until suddenly it was gone, 

All gone, 

Lost and fearful, alone and heartbroken yet again, 

Anger and frustration, deadly temptations, 

Calm, 

Quiet, 

And suddenly it was gone, 

Pistanthrophobia,

Philophobia, 

And the cycle begins again

Ophelia- Amisha Kumar, senior

Who is Ophelia? She wonders

As she studies the blank canvas

Of her face. The mirror

Will not answer; she wishes something

Would, some part of her would know

The answer to her question

But she was not written that way

She was not written to be anything

Other than a canvas for someone

Else’s wants. She thinks she ought

To try to be something else but she’s

Fairly certain she cannot be

And now she is summoned to play

The role of her father’s tool

The hysteric girl watching her former

Love in the pinnacle of his madness

Evidently, Ophelia is heartbroken

Who is Ophelia? She begins to

Believe that the more appropriate

Question is “what.” Who implies

That she is someone at least, but

She’s beginning to doubt that. She

Is the object, the object of his love,

The object of their deception, where

Is the object of her existence? 

“Your father is dead” someone reports

And Ophelia is torn apart

She loved her father and is free

She wants him back and she 

Wants to be

someone new

But she is too unmoored

Evidently, Ophelia knows not what to be

Who is Ophelia? Asked too many times

She feels it is superfluous Everything

Is superfluous This world apparently

Has no place for Ophelia the question

Ophelia the unknown, Ophelia the unpredictable

She goes to ask of her father’s death

And finds herself singing of lovers unburied

But no one understands because Evidently

Ophelia is mad. Can they not see the

Method in her movements? Can they not see

The meaning behind her words? She feels

Alone, they do not even try

To read her or know her

It is just a song, it is just a way

To tell you I am lost, but no one listens

Easier to pretend she has no mind

They’re used to that story after all.

Who is Ophelia? Someone who no 

Longer wants to be in a world where

She is no one. No one, she is very much

No one for if no one can hear her is

She anything more than the wind passing through the

Leaves? Even the wind is better, it

Leaves a mark, where she is written in

Water. Well if water she is, to water

She will return. Tired of being the observer

The weapon

The audience and never the actor

Mermaid-like, she will be described as later

An accident, they will say her

Drowning was. They will debate whether she

Even deserved last rites and accuse her of

Throwing away a life created at God’s hand

But was it a life? Could there have been a life?

She asks the water as it slips over her, but

It does not answer. Ophelia is unmoored,

Ophelia is free, Ophelia will sink beneath

The sea.

Who was Ophelia? A dimensionless girl

Loved for all the images projected onto

Her face but lacking any part to call her

Own. A body deanimated long before 

She halted the machinery that ran it

Ophelia, beloved for all the wrong reasons

Ophelia, who never lived

Nothing but a shade.

Mean Girl- Eleanora Kelly, freshman

Mean Girl

We started out friends

I could already tell

How the story ends

The word that it spelled

Something stupid like that

It really wasn’t that deep

Cool, through narrow slats

But your mean almost seeped

Now I’m your peanut gallery

As if I couldn’t hack this

Are you really that mad at me

Or am I just target practice

And you’re not yet done

Four months and change

Still beating that drum

It's actually strange

You’re try to gain social traction

In a battle zone with desks

But now I’m missing in action

I know it’s for the best

I don’t hate. Not even you.

I’m not really even mad

Your persona isn’t true

Your world is gray and sad

And if i’m so insignificant, see,

Why are you so obsessed with me?

untitled document- Bethania Dagim, sophomore

what if i want to be single spaced because i have a lot to say

but there’s no room on the page

overflowing with comic sans size 16 to 19

black is a caricature of comedy in the absence of white

instead my suggestions are rejected in favour of the socially accepted

instead i strike through the spaces in between

sometimes reading between the lines feels like reading with one eye

in hindsight our eyesights aren’t what really make us blind

we don’t “see color” so we don’t highlight what’s right

we only bold what we like and italicise when we want to add spice

i trace the underlines on nearby phrases that apparently mattered more than mine

they form a line to the spaces in between

where i belong, where i’m meant to be

not in the title

the introduction

the thesis statement

the body paragraphs

the conclusion

or even the cited works page

individually placed one by one onto a white center stage

i’m not in center alignment

in fact i’ve removed all formatting to maintain a consistent font and size throughout the text

not just to impress but as a survival tactic

i default to a white page with margins for my marginalised peers who hide their rage

i am the weak link and i never even hit ctrl + k

so i ctrl + v my skin off and use the blood as bullet points for my essay

but that part of the image is alway cropped out

so we don’t see my version history

so we don’t see the spaces in between the parts that are required

so we only see the parts that actually matter

i am the bottom left corner

the footer, and never the title

Upside Down- Jacqueline Crisostomo, junior

People have come in and out of my life for as long as I can remember.

But I’ve never been so sure that someone would stay until I met you.

If my whole world was upside down,

I would still be so sure that you and I would remain the same.

But here I am…

upside down,

completely imbalanced but somehow still hanging on for my life.

I continued fighting to hang on for a while…

until I realized I was fighting for a world that no longer existed.

But it hurt even more to know no one was fighting with me.

Goodbye to a world that was once ours and ours only…

You Were My Peaceful Chaos…- Jacqueline Crisostomo, junior

You are the most unexpected thing that has ever happened to me.

How do I even begin to describe someone that brought so much chaos,

yet so much peace?

Perhaps you were the thing that I needed to get me to learn.

Learn that I was more than what you saw me as.

Learn that I was more than what I saw myself as.

As you pop in and out of my life,

I wonder why you always seem to show up.

You show up when I’m not at my best.

You show up when you see the perfect opportunity to take advantage of my weakness.

If you’re wondering what that weakness is…

it was you.

I feel like some way you knew it too.

That I would just open myself up,

just to let you in.

That I would take any opportunity to have you in my life again,

even if that meant it would destroy myself in the process.

You knew it all.

It’s like you were with me through every moment,

oh, the peace that brought me.

but the chaos you left me.

Where Your Journey Takes You.- Jacqueline Crisostomo, junior

With everything you do,

you try to absorb all life has to offer.

But while you’re looking all cool,

I struggle to not look like a fool.

With all your hopes, wants, and desires,

I just get lost in the crowd.

I run closer and closer to you

but nothing seems to catch your eye,

as if you’re blind to my absence.

The few days we spent together somehow felt as if it was a fever dream…

something neither of us can wrap our heads around.

Maybe because it was too good to be true.

So silly to think that our souls could have lived in harmony.

That we could have been invincible.

Maybe because we were just too different.

A boy, looking for anything that could satisfy him.

And a girl, looking for something genuine that would make herself feel whole.

Maybe because our hearts yearned for different things.

Yours yearned to discover the world,

while mine didn’t want to discover a world without you in it.

A Story Left Unfinished- Jacqueline Crisostomo, junior

I know I can’t keep clinging onto the feeling of what we could have been

but it’s really hard when that’s all you left me with.

This time it’s real…

it’s not some fantasy of us that I made up in my head.

But I feel like you left a lot unsaid.

You never tried to explain or even comment on what I had to say.

You left me with a blank page… 

creating thoughts in my head of how I managed to screw this one up.

No matter how many times you tell me that it isn’t my fault that you’re gone,

I still wonder how much of that page you could have filled up.

How hard you could’ve tried to reassure me…or not.

Or ya know… if you even really cared at all.

The Story of Us?- Jacqueline Crisostomo, junior

Is it just the feeling?

I’m pretty sure it was…

but why was that enough to bring me back to you?

Because even though I can attain this feeling elsewhere…

I would dread the day where this pen expelled feelings for someone else.

It’s just…

I wanted it to be you.

I knew that the ink from our stories wasn’t meant to bleed together

but I don’t think you knew that I would’ve changed the plot if it meant that I could share a few pages with you.


I guess I just couldn’t bend the binds of destiny.

It sucks to admit that one day the pages of you will be old and brittle…

it’ll hold no meaning for us.

but if I could help it,

I’d be the bookkeeper.

don't linger- Anonymous, sophomore

the past year’s been wack

my choices put on a rack

analyzed by familiar eyes

with a lot more to surmise

perhaps it is worth

to leave on the distant wharf

the concerns of the past

and to sail away, fast

for to linger is to ponder

and to ponder yonder

back to where we started

Corn Maze- Zoey Bahng, freshman

The corn walls were high

but not as high as before;   

still, I yearn to be taller

to glimpse the mural’s paths.

But I put my heels back down—

I’ve got a quest to conquer!

The copper face looks up from my palm,

so it is left I go.

May luck be on my side as I move 

farther and farther forth.

I cut through the jigsaw, this maze is a breeze!

Oh, I recognize this high

of zeal fueling me through;

consecutive successes, 

it’s all so easy. Lemon squeezy.

But that’s not how mazes work—

after all, you are doomed to lose your way.

My fortune drips to a halt,

beginner’s luck has its limit.

I meet wall after wall, after wall, after wall.

Retracing my path, collecting my thoughts, I’m still droughted of luck,

And helplessly parched for answers. 

Daylight drains from the steep corn valleys,

Blanketing into a spanse of pitch blindness,

not one hint of direction… I’m utterly astray.

Desperate, I claw at the walls, but the corn husks scratch back.

The stripes on my skin feel hot and welt up.

Cluelessly, helplessly, I turn corners and curves. 

Over labored breathing, I almost couldn’t hear 

a crunch.

Old little bits of bread—

I’m not the first to tread this maze!