I started in a toxic relationship framed by my insecurities

He took away parts of me, leaving only obscurities

He was life’s greatest teacher, but I had never been so hurt

I was stuck in sadness after, walls raised and alert

But the worst of your wrong doings were to my family

Putting them in a war that I’ve always had in me

With no strength left for anyone to fight it

If a problem is a bomb then this nuclear family is going to ignite it

Now who’s left and what’s here

The debris left isn’t just going to disappear

Only one thing is for sure in the clouds of dust

Last year will be the last year that ever happens to any of us